Sara Einfeld, 25-year old mother of two, ran away from her Gur Hasidic life. In the process she began a blog, called "Hor Basadin," which attracts many struggling haredi women. Yediyot Aharonot exposed her story in last weekend's newspaper, and has since caused a buzz in haredi and secular circles alike. Here is a heart-wrenching poem that Einfeld posted last week in response to the hubbub(translation mine) I still cry when I rememberMe A young women who tried to explain to a yeshiva scholarWho sat across from herNext to the dark wooden table in the living room.Who made charts and asked, So what’s bothering you?And wrote down:That we don’t pass objects from hand to handThat you don’t call me by nameThat we have intercourse according to predetermined times because that ruins everything.And then I was embarrassedTo tell him that I wantHim to hug me tight, to give me a little kiss on the lips and say,I love you. And when I tried to tell him, I felt dirty.And how I cried one day so hard until I banged my head against the wall over and over againHarder and harder.And heClosed the steel door quietlyAnd in fast steps with his hands folded behind him and his face locked to the groundHe went to the ShteibelLearned Gemara, or an hour of halakha.And I wanted to die, I wanted to die, I wanted to die.Because our sages (or rather, his sages) also said, “O hevruta o mituta,”Either in a pair, or death